योगदानकर्ता

30 अप्रैल 2011

Poorani yaad

Aankhe band karti hu to uski choti choti ungulia apne galo par mahsoos karti hu uska mulayam sa sparsh bhi ,kitne pyare they na uske nanhe nanhe paon, gora chitta mera raja beta . god mai uthaye nhi banta tha mujhse. bar bar palat kar dekhti thi k mera hi hai na . inki aankho mai umre pyar n chamati nazaro ne AHSAS dilaya k han nivi tu hi hai iski ab sab kuch .y tera hi ansh hai .. are abhi to maine khud ka bhi bachpan nhi jiya pooritarah se n mai khud ek bachpan ko janam de chuki hu . ... bahut payara pyara sa lag raha tha y sansaar . charo taraf khushiyaa hi khushiyaa thi badhaiyaa thi mithaiyaa thi , ghar mai naraz rahne wale inke apne bhi aaj mujhse khush they . sab zide kahi tirohit ho gyi thi k mujhe carrier banana hai .mujhe abhi parna hai mujhe job karni hai .sab bhool gyi thi :0 sab mil gya tha us nanhi si pyarai si surat mai . Maa ban jane ka sukh kya hota hai tab jan pai thi mai . maa shabd nhi hota ek AHSAS hota hai . MAA kora lafz nhi tha usko mai ji gyi thi bheetar tab ... choti choti anguli pakar chalna seekhana , nanhe nanhe pawo mai bar bar jute pahnana bar bar zid poori karna thake hone par bhi adhirat ko uske hilne par uth jana . sach ....... ...................................
Aaj yu hi box khola to usmai se ek poorani diary bahar nikal aai .arreyyy y to wahi note book hai jise maine apne pregnency days mai likha tha poore 8 mahine tak ... har din ka alag ahsas alag mood alag khushi .... ek larki k maa ban ne ki taraf barta har kadam usmai saf dikh raha tha kisi jagah lagta k uffffffff y mai thi itni ziddi . ahahahhahaha .. doosre shan agle page par laga y mai thi .itni pyari ........
jeewan mai alag alag phase aate hai har phase ko khul k jeena chahiye na ... un dino ko maine kitna khul kar jiya tha maine .
han mere bete mai khush hu tujhe pakar n tript hai mereMAN KA HAR KONA :))) LOVE U

28 अप्रैल 2011

रंगों की दुनिया

jindgi mai kai rang hote hai , mujhe bhi rango se pyar hai , khile khile se rang charo taraf bikhre hue hai mere , khud bhi to mai aakash ki anant gahraiyo tak faili hue neelima si hu jisaka na koi aadi hai na aanat hai , mai khud bhi aaj bhi pi k pyar mai rangi lal gulabi hu dhani rang ki churiyo ko lahrate hue , aaj bhi mamtatv ko niharte hue aaj bhi kuchi se sunhari ho jati hu umar ki chakili chandni mujhe aaorhne ko aatur hai .Rang hai k khatam nhi hote hai . kon kahta hai jindgi mai sirf sat rang hote hai .meri zindgi mai to rango ki bouchar hai . fir bhi kabhi kabhi mera man aklele mai kabhi is ranbirangi chadar ko aaurhe akele beth jata hai . kyu khud hi khud se akele ho jati hu mai . y kami sirf meri apni hai koi bhi iska zimmedar nhi nhi sab rang hai mere charo taraf ........fir bhi na janane kon sa rang talashta hai MERE MAN KA KONA SORRY FRDS MUJHE HINDI FONTS MAI TYPE KARNA NHI AATA